I have been away for so long. Experiencing some major malfunctions and difficulties upon my path since logging in last.

 Realizing that the meaning you can 'Never go home, again' can be quite literal and true. So I will be hitting the road with my new found information about my family and my ties to them.

 The meaning of 'what does not kill you makes you stronger' well it's been a walk of fire and learning. Knowing that there are some people in my life that cannot be helped or fixed - so I must move on to save my integrity and retain my balance.

 I recall getting into and argument with my mom and she rubbing in my face how I should not analyze her situation. Or use my education to think myself better then her or anyone. One of those triggers she would use to keep me in 'my place' - mainly, because she knew I took words and their meanings straight to heart. Along with words of - your jealouse or selfish. Of what I have no idea.

 But, I cannot wait to start my new beginning and see where it takes me. I will be buying myself a camera and computer for my trip and hope to leave out of this small town and it's small minds and document my journey through a new birth canal - so to say.

 A new year and new beginning and the understanding that I cannot fix everyone only understand them, love them, respect them, and move on without anger - hurt, yes. But I just got to let it go and see what parts of her Is me and can I love that child that hides deep within my chest - the child my mom never got a chance to meet because she chose to give her a severe beat down instead.

 2008 = 10 New beginning for me.

See you on the road when I begin to broadcast my awakening into a new life and world of infinite possibilities that I can believe in.

Namaste.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of my new friends and family.

Valyncia 

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This was sent to me by a friend that is in organized religion so it is very male oreinted at the beginning - but extremly beautiful as you read on down.

One Flaw In Woman

By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.

An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered,
"Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and
able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart
-and she will do everything
with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard ?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."

But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough.
You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied,
"Not only will she be able to think,
she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this .
I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love,
her loneliness, her grief and her pride."

The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord.
You thought of everything!
Woman is truly amazing."

And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT
THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.

PLEASE pass this along to all your women friends and relatives
to remind them just how amazing they are.
YOU ARE TRULY AMAZING!

blessings on your day!